She's here. I can't believe it. I waited all my life for her... and she is here. Scout Elizabeth Kingsley was born on July 13th, 2006. Our baby girl - she is with us now. I was on bed rest for a large part of my pregnancy - and couldn't write - was too distracted, too scared, too tired. I never knew if she would make it - but she did. So, after two sad and difficult losses, we have a baby girl. She is now almost 10 weeks old and is the love of our lives. I can't imagine life without her and we feel so blessed.
Life is so unpredictable. I never thought I would lose two pregnancies - and for me they were babies. And I never thought I would have a blood clotting disorder which we have learned is genetic and my father passed it to me. I also didn't think that I would develop a blood platelet's problem at 6 months. Long story - but another disorder with my blood. I never imagined that I would have a C-Section and was thrilled when she came out two weeks early because my back was so bad it was recommended that I not attempt labor. I never thought that being a Mom would bring me total and complete peace after a life filled with anxiety. I never thought I could love so much, so unconditionally, so fast.
Scout has taught me so much. Losing taught me so much. And without losing the first two I wouldn't know Scout. The mere order of things would have changed everything.
I believe there are no coincidences...
I am breathing easy now... and enjoying each and every second.
Life is so unpredictable. I never thought I would lose two pregnancies - and for me they were babies. And I never thought I would have a blood clotting disorder which we have learned is genetic and my father passed it to me. I also didn't think that I would develop a blood platelet's problem at 6 months. Long story - but another disorder with my blood. I never imagined that I would have a C-Section and was thrilled when she came out two weeks early because my back was so bad it was recommended that I not attempt labor. I never thought that being a Mom would bring me total and complete peace after a life filled with anxiety. I never thought I could love so much, so unconditionally, so fast.
Scout has taught me so much. Losing taught me so much. And without losing the first two I wouldn't know Scout. The mere order of things would have changed everything.
I believe there are no coincidences...
I am breathing easy now... and enjoying each and every second.
9 comments:
Congratulations. I know it's a long time coming, and I'm happy for you.
Congratulations! I have been checking in hoping for an update and WOW!! Congrats again!!!!!!! I hope you will post a picture or 2!!
Heather
Just came across your site, dunno how, anyways, CONGRATS! I love a happy ending! You must be on cloud nine! Wish I'd found you before, there are not many blogs dealing with our issues. Enjoy :)
It is good to see that you have weathered so much and come out on top. I'm happy for you, and you are an inspiration to me!
I just found out this past week that I am miscarrying for a second time and your blog has given me some hope. If you don't mind me asking. What were the causes of your first 2 miscarriages? I have been diagnosed with 2 blighted ovums. So depressing because they say one is common but 2 in a row isn't so needsless to say I am starting to lose hope.
-Lisa (wwatson2@cox.net)
I came to your blog by clicking through links on other people's sites...
I just read this post and it is so beautiful and so reassuring.
Congratulations! (I know, I'm a year late, but I wanted to say it)
I just miscarried for the second time. We are very sad and hurt, but aren't giving up hope. It was nice to read your blog.
-Erin
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