I am at the point where I can hold babies and be around them. It feels like a giant leap. Something has lifted. I am doing better. It has been one year ago June 9th that I found out I was pregnant for the first time. I cannot believe how fast the year has gone and at the same time I can't believe how long and difficult the last year has been. On July 4th, I was supposed to give birth to a second child- conceived on my first anniversary. This won't happy. But other things good will. I will be surrounded by the people I love and I will have hope in my heart.
As of now there is no trying. No trying for a baby that is. We want to focus on our lives, our jobs and the home we are selling and the one we are potentially buying- if all goes well. Maybe then we can make another nest and give it our best shot.
No more tests for me... not for a while.
Just life. Just as is.
Jun 7, 2005
As Is
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Hey Ashley, good luck as this anniversary looms ahead. Anniversaries are tough.
I'm glad you're able to be around babies more now. I can't say it's ever really easy for me around newborns, even now that I have one. Still brings up too many hard feelings.
Good luck with the new house, too.
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